Expressions!!

Great one...
one of the few select few that will ever make it up to here....

and it's been a while
since i could hold my head up high
and it's been a while since i first saw you
and it's been a while
since i could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while since i could call you

and everything i can remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
the consequences that are rendered
i stretch myself beyond my means

and it's been a while
since i couldnt say that i wasnt addicted
and it's been a while
since i couldnt say i love myself as well
and it's been a while
since i've gone and fucked things up
just like i always do
and it's been a while
but all that shit seems to disappear
when i'm with you

and everything i can remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
have gone and fucked things up again yeah

why must i feel this way
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day

and it's been a while
since i could look at myself straight
and it's been a while since i said i'm sorry
and it's been a while
since i've seen the way the candles light your face
and it's been a while but i can still remember just the way you taste

and everything i can remember
as fucked up as it all may seem to be
i know it's me
i cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me

and it's been a while
since i could hold my head up high
and it's been a while since i said i'm sorry

One of the greatest sight for me is Watching the Sunset . Why ? I don't know . Maybe its the beautiful sky that catches my attention or the symbolical meaning. Whatever it is i don't think there is a more relaxing sight than the sunset ,even the sunrise comes a distant second while the third spot is grabbed by the Rainbow.
Coming back to the basic subject . I once heard that a person's choice of sunset or sunrise defines whether he is an optimist or a pessimist one. Quite a conclusion , but i won't stand by that.
Why the simple act of enjoying nature can categorize you ? Why we just can't give beauty the due recognization and move on? Why everything must have a greater meaning ?
The popular theory is that , if you enjoy sunset means that you cheer more for endings then the beginning and hence you fall into the pessimist category. I don't assume there is an alternate theory cause it plausibly explains the correlation .
Although i could write a lot against about this stupid conclusion , but that would mean missing on my fav thing. So let the pessimists have their conclusion i won't miss my sunset for them.
Sun is setting , on me ? Don't know or better still don't want to know.

Well going down memory lane was such a wonderful idea but the end sems got the better of that
idea .
So now i will have to search for different options to fill this empty space.
And may be some day i will get down to the past part too.
Keep looking( is there neone???)
Tush